Thursday, March 13, 2008

porpus....

Porcupine?
Purpose...... What is yours?
I don't know where I will be in a year, God has really shown us that! I may be on the other side of the country! what am I doing here in zoo town MT? What is my purpose for being here? Well... Today I went to all the tuits that I never got a round to in the 6 months leading to today! I made a trip out into the jungle... I made it to the crisis pregnancy center, the single moms home, and the Youth homes org. Wow! I am so excited. This is what I am here for. I can't wait to start the process of getting trained in counseling and helping out at these places. I have no idea how God will provide for our family in the future, I don't even know how we have made it this far! But Wow! I so trust him and I can't wait to get in there and"get my hands dirty" and help others in a mighty way!!! Please pray for me in this!!! Have a great Day!

Can you ship this in a flat rate $9 box?

I guess It probably wouldn't make it here, hu? The mail man might get hungry!!! My bet is It wouldn't even make it outta Texas! Cheese Chili Rellano mmmmmm .......
mmmmmm Queso Flamado!!! Just make sure ALL the alcohol they put in there is burned off before you eat the queso! If not you could leave the restraunt a little tipsy, without even drinking!! Its stiff stuff I guess thats what it takes to torch the whole bowl! mmmmmmmmm good stuff!!
Ok this one has memories... I love to stand in the entry way of this restraunt and just stare at this... It is great... wait till someone walks through and stare up and say WOOOOOW! It is too funny people look up and keep walking... lotsa laughs were released here! It is huge, and pretty too, just a FUN past time!!!! only those who are fond of me would appreciate!!


OK tonight I didn't want to cook, I was being LAZY.... so we were going to go out to eat, but where? hmmmmm.................... Since there are just too many super good gormet restraunts here in this tiny little one DollarTree town..... Decisions are tough. Tony mentioned the Stagering OX.... hehe Yuck!! all though Mom enjoyed the food there when she visited. (not) Well we ended staying home and yup I cooked steak and fake mashed potatos, and real green beans. It wasnt bad and I am known for my quick in less than 30 minute dinners.


All of this said just so I can post these pictures. We contimplated going to get this kind of food, but we would have to travel upwards of 2000 miles to get there! mmmmmmmm....... I can taste it!


Mamacitas......mmmmmmm............I so just can't wait to go eat a plate of yummy cheese!!!! oh and peppers and beans and rice................. and real tortillas! mmmmmmmm

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

All about Who?

OK I really think that he thinks she is a "SUPERSTAR" She did go to Montana......
But no her name is not Hannah!! But Oh how she loves the poparatzzi! OK all they do to try and get a picture!! oh he is just trying to get out of the car alive... She is a CRAZY driver!! Next time Jack Jack you drive.... PLEASE, for the sake of the pedestrians!!
Get the "best of both worlds....... Rock out the show"
So maybe she does really think she is Hannah Montana!
Don't you just LOVE this picture? SOOOO CUTE!!!

Go figure I had to post these pics too they are too cute! What a great few hours can't wait for our next trip "home"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Daddy get the shotgun!

Boy too cute. We only had a few hours to spend with our gud ol' buddies, on our emergency trip "home" in Feb. here are a few pics of the kids at the mall.... Watch out world here she comes!!
He is so elated that is long lost girlfriend has returned, Just look at the joy in his eyes!
Soooooo.... Ya gonna buy me some shoes honey?? they are BOGO! 2 for me and none for you!
Oh and the Hanna Montana guitar/bag looks good, I'll take that too!
Hey is your mommy buyin? What a Man!!!!
OK I have to brag about how darn cute the girl is! She swears she is going to marry "Jack Jack" OK Shes only 3!!!! The kiddos are soo cute! Boy Girls are fun.... I so cant wait for her to be a teenager!??! yea, right at three she gets into more than enough trouble!

Sunday, March 9, 2008

Who is God?

OK God is God, Creator, redeemer, friend. No Doubt! Completely, wholely,holy! My question is... ?
I understand how people can fall away from the church. I understand that with or without a personal relationship with Christ you can fall away from organized religion, What is organized religion? What is religion?
why do we have it?
Do we end up caring More about fighting about what religion we are?
What we do first, or last, or how we do it?
Or What our religion is about? What is it about?
Is it about Sharing the kind of relationship we have with God with others?
Sunday School?
hymnals?
which hymnal to use?
Do we get cought up in reality here on earth?
What we can see and strugle with?
the very real struggles that we deal with here on earth on a daily basis?
Where should our minds be?
What should our focus in life be?
What should I do today?
What is our goal in life?
To get a paycheck?
to get a new car?
to buy a house?
What are "fundamentals"
Why do we have them?
Who are we without them?
Do we really want people to know who we really are without them?
God is MY foundation!
There are many things at this point in my life that are trying to rock that foundation. sad to say these things are closely tied to the church, the very thing that was created to tell others about God, now I have been told that is is a bad thing to have "fundamentals" excuse me tha deffinition of the word comes from the word foundation.
fun-da-mental = basic,essential,primary,central importance.
fun-da-mentalism= Protestant religious movement emphasizing the literal infalability of the bible. A movement or attitude of strict adherance to a set of basic principals.
So that iswhat webster says!
Are we as Christ followers fundamentalists? YES! strict religionalists? maybe not so,
But we need foundation! God is mine!
Can a church be built without foundation?
can we float around and not know as a "church" , or what as staff members we each believe?
What if I bring someone to church and You mislead them?
what if you tell them that all they have do is acknowledge God? Have you mislead them?
Satan acknowledges God!
Faith! what is faith?
Jesus Christ Died for my sins, and for your sins. He is my savior. I dont think it is appropriate to stand on the street corner and scream, I do find it nessicary to tell others about what he has done for us. Is there a line? should we dull the word to attract people? Doesn't this Quench the spirit? Who does this help? Deffinately not God! Why are we here? God put us here to speak his truth to tell others about him to bring his glory to them! Not to dull it down, water it down and push Jesus Christ to the side! Jesus Died for my sins and HE IS MY SAVIOR! He saved me from a mirey pit of muck. My life is changed and I would hope people can see this in my life I hope I do not cover him up or water him down, HE LIVES IN ME! I want people to know I am who I am because of the creator of the earth, he gave me a second and third and fourth chance, you can have that too! God Loves you too, I cant say hes not dissapointed when we flub something up, BUT I can say he will give you another chance! All we have to do is ask!
Faith!
I can say God gave me just what I wanted... Exactly what I prayed for a year ago! Now... Well I am not quite sure thats what I want, It looked good in theory last year... Now ... well not so much. All I know is that I trust MY GOD. I know my god knows what he is doing and I love Him for that. I know His glory will shine through this because That is why I am here!
I am not here for me, my husband, or for my children,
I am here for MY GOD's GLORY!
I will not water him down, I will not drown Jesus. He has given me so much, I pray that he will lead me to be a good steward of what he has given me for his glory.
Call me a fundamentalist! But please! My foundation is in God. and without foundation we will all fall. I do believe in theinerrancy of the bible! I do believe in litteral Hell, I do believe! God is my rock and if that makes me a fundamentalist, well then thats what I am! By golly and I am proud of it. I may not be so proud of the things organized religion has done to my Jesus, they have put him in a box to be the man they want him to be, well look it up baby, cause there are some things he did that many "churches" wouldnt touch with a ten foot pole! Why cant we see this? Get out there and tell people what you believe, dont just sit in a pew and not live it! Challenge yourself to live what you believe! Get out of the "religious" box and show others the love of Jesus! Jesus isnt just for church anymore! Jesus died for all of us. Not just those of us in the church, on sunday! Druggies,strippers, murderers, EVERYONE! Why do we think that Jesus is just for those of us under the steeple? Who was jesus? who did he hang out with? was it the priests? The people that need Jesus most likely will not be seeking for him, yes there will be those, but Jesus needs to be brought to them, where they are. why do we think that oh let God do the work... he will bring people into the church? Why does he have to bring them to us? why cant we go to them and show them what God has done in our lives and share him right there on the street, or in that school, or hospital, or homeless shelter, or pregnancy center? Why do we believe they will all just walk through the door? We need to "GO therefore and make deciples" it doesnt say sit and wait under the steeple and wait for people to come in and ask who God is and What Jesus did for us.
GO!

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

Zonked



Ok this was too cute to not share!

Me and Dad


Well the church got the new space in a store front and The boys are telling the story of "the chicken" to everyone at church that week. It is a great space in the middle of down town it is great!
My boys really love flying all though it was a tiring trip we all did well

Happy Bday!

Yup she licked the icing off her cake!!
Beary a treasured gift that we can't live without!
Boy am I glad that they aren't twins!!! 1 is quite a handful!!



Ok so I know these blogs are a little out of order... so is my life! haha
We had a great 3rd Bday. a few friends came over for cake and ice cream, nothing big. She loved the bear she got and the life size barbie! too much fun for one little girl for one day! And who could forget the kiss the prince and the princess... Boy they sure learn early hu?

wishing for spring!


Ok we got home after some crazy travel last week, we were hoping to bring some of the TX heat with us.... well that lasted a whole day or two, because it is snowing here again!!! As you can see she enjoyed the plane ride! woo hooo who doesnt love airline cookies? Winter winter go away! came again another year!! I cant wait for the beautiful flowers and trees and the fresh huckleberries and rasberries!! and all the fresh produce from the farmers market!!!soooo cant wait!!